On Saturday I did my 5th Alcatraz crossing. It was my first crossing of 2009 – earlier this year I had a shoulder injury that kept me out of the water. In 2008, I swam from Alcatraz 4 times.
I did the crossing with Water World Swim. We met at 6:45 Saturday morning, climbed aboard the Dauntless, and headed to Alcatraz. Even though this wasn’t my first crossing, I was a bundle of nerves on the boat. The conversations around me were an absolute surreal blur, only partly due to the ear plugs I had in to prevent the icy water from entering my ears. Soon the boat stopped near the island and the swimmers jumped into the water. When I jumped I rapidly went down in the water. It’s always shocking to jump in – the sudden bracing cold, the noise of the water, and you can’t see anything in the murky water of SF Bay.
I surfaced quickly and began to swim. Swimming is such a solitary activity; it’s a time in which I live in my mind. Not only that, but being in the middle of SF Bay makes one feel even more alone. That said, I wasn’t alone. I could see some of the other swimmers to my right. They were moving faster than me and soon they were in front of me. I kept them in sight for a while, but eventually I could no longer see them. I worried that I was falling behind. I could see the Dauntless occasionally. We had a number of kayakers on this crossing, and I could see various kayakers much of the time I swam. That was reassuring.
Sighting always proves challenging. To my left the sun was rising, turning the water golden, in a beautiful display of nature. It was a breathtaking sight… I was headed for Aquatic Park, straight ahead. The opening of Aquatic Park’s cove is flanked by Muni Pier and a seawall. When I would raise my head to look forward I often could not see much, as waves would obscure my view. Other times I could see the buildings along Fisherman’s Wharf, but unfortunately the buildings didn’t seem to be getting closer. This caused a mild panic and I tried to swim faster. I’m not sure why, maybe due to nerves, but I felt like I wasn’t moving. I wasn’t alone – that nagging panic and self-doubt were my constant companions.
Eventually I saw the cove’s opening. There were kayakers on either side of the opening, and, in what felt like super-slow-mo, I swam through the opening. Once in the protective cove of Aquatic Park, the water became smoother. I had less than a quarter mile left to swim. As I swam toward the beach, the sun completely blinded me. I knew the beach was straight ahead and so I kept swimming hoping that in my blinded state I wouldn’t swim into a boat or another swimmer. When my hand hit sand I knew I had arrived. At the beach. I slowly stood, stopped the timer on my watch (49 minutes), and I walked out of the water. As usual there were tourists standing by the beach and, as usual, they stared as I came out of the water. This scene, in which I feel like I’ve played a role numerous times, causes a mix of conflicting emotions. Happy and satisfied that I completely the swim, but conspicuous with tourists staring as I come of the Bay.
There were a couple of other swimmers on the beach who had also swam from the Dauntless. There were 13 swimmers that jumped and there were now 3 of us on the beach. I wasn’t sure if the rest had already gone home. I turned and looked back toward Alcatraz. I saw the Dauntless near the opening of Aquatic Park, so apparently I wasn’t the last swimmer to arrive. (As it turned out, I was actually in the middle of the “pack”.) I pulled off my 3 swimming caps and, in my dripping wetsuit, I began walking to the pier where the Dauntless was to return. I must have been a sight – walking down the street in my wetsuit, my eyes ringed by goggle marks. When I arrived at the pier the boat still had not returned. I stood shivering on the pier for what felt like years and eventually the Dauntless returned. I got my gear bag and headed to the South End Rowing Club to take a warm shower.
Overall it was a satisfying experience. My shoulder, which I had worried about, didn’t hurt during the swim. I also was pleased that I didn’t have to be repositioned in the water. (When a swimmer drifts off course, they are picked up by the Dauntless and repositioned in the water.) Before the swim, I had worried that I’d be cold in the water. My hands and feet were a little numb while I swam, but I wasn’t particularly cold in the water. I had felt fine in the water, managed to keep the panic under control, and successfully made it to shore.